Pet Feelings

I just want to sit on the floor at Her feet when I am not doing chores or serving Her with other tasks. Being on the floor listening to Her or just silent is a way of honoring Her while I am serving at Her home. MDD is a true Master, She knows how to keep me on my toes, She made me Her slave. I feel joy being Her servant. There are times when She is at the studio on Her laptop and I am fetching Her a glass of water that I feel to act like a pet. I know She is busy and I don’t want to disturb Her, I just have the impulse of being groveling at Her feet, kiss them as I see the puppies doing it and I just want to do the same.

Last night while We/we were at Her studio, I was completely naked sitting on the floor, She was sitting on Her chair and I was expressing Her about how lately I was feeling like I was owned like Her pet. I told Her that I was having a genuine experience of submission after I returned from South America, the experience of feeling She was My Queen, Her property.

Sometimes, while I am doing dishes or making Her bed I have these thoughts of sleeping in a cage in Her bedroom: “Then next morning while I am still in the cage, She wakes up, I pictured Her walking towards the cage, lift Her foot and place it on top of the cage, I looked at Her and lovingly lick Her soles and toes”. If you have been following my blog you may know that foot worship is something I love and it has become a way to express affection and love.

 MDD actually has a cage for Her doggies in the bedroom…It is too small for me, LOL. I just think that I would sleep in a cage just to have the pleasure of sharing Her space. So far serving MDD has made me feel that I am owned as Her puppy/pet. It is perhaps one of the strongest things in life I have ever experienced… that is making me perceive that I am very alive. It puts my mind in a state of total awareness and peacefulness, I feel my instincts are sharper and my thoughts clearly expanded.

I take care of Her Pets when I am home, I feed them, pet them and ironically this is letting me see that I am like them…I mean pets are the most loyal and truly worship their owners. MDD treats me very much like one of them. I kneel or sit on the floor when I am in Her studio which is a sacred place in the house. She corrects me when I do something wrong, disciplines me and spanks me whenever She wants to…the dynamic is very clear She gives me orders and I obey Her.

The other day for example when We/we returned home from the mall She told me to remove Her boots, She was sitting on a couch in the TV room and I was sitting on the floor. She extended one boot at a time and place on my shoulder. I unzipped them and put them on the floor, She stood up, looked at me smiling and walked up the stairs and told me “you can smell them now, I know you want to”. It was a very powerful moment, now I know MDD knows that I like the smell of Her feet, especially when fresh out of Her boots. I think I am definitely more like a puppy, I am even finding pleasure when I smell Her boots, LOL…to be continued

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