My Pole to Earth!

It was the end of the last year, I was still overseas  and I missed serving MDD at the Haus of Matriarchy so much… But everything happens for a reason, I felt renovated and with great desires of contributing to make MDD’s Femdom project very successful!

One of my main goals is to keep providing information about the intriguing yet not so well known world of Femdom & Matriarchy. This blog is managed by MDD, a public Matriarchal Leader and Femdom Master, She is a Woman but She does not use the term Mistress. It has been a year since I was fortunate enough to be considered to be in service to Her. I am very grateful to serve although strict and firm also, intelligent, adorable Woman. As you may know I have great passion to the Femdom/Matriarchy lifestyle, I simply adore MDD and Her Matriarchal vision!

It is no secret that we live in a male-dominated society and in a way is ironic since it is the men who crave to be dominated by beautiful and powerful Women. I personally have improved many aspects in my life while serving as a houseboy. MDD taught me to focus on details, follow an agenda and schedule. She is a very organized, cautious Master and let me see how essential is to work detail fully.

I used to omit these details because I used to think more about the result instead of the process. I used to overview things in general not in detail. I am now much more responsible and patient but it was not easy. There were times when I felt I was doing everything wrongly and sort of disappointed Her…I want to think MDD saw I had potential and decided to guide me and discipline me when necessary. Consequently, helping me achieve what She had in mind.

 I think MDD is My pole to Earth, She made me aware of the ways of Mother Nature, to worship, honor, respect and protect Her… serving  MDD personally and domestically have been part of my grounding and improvement to pay attention to details!

Now I see that one of the ways a male learns to be more self aware is throughout discipline, whether verbally, spanked, flogged, whipped, humiliated or working on special projects. So what is the source of such desire? In a way, this behavior is driven by our primal needs and desires. Although I believe some men are more self aware than others, discipline will be an excellent tool used by Dominant Women to help males evolve and submit!

The core belief is that Female is truly Superior comparing to a male since only a Female is able to give birth. This is true for all species on Earth (but the sea horse). Whatever the reason may be; the inner male-child having memories of a strict Mother, or a strict Female Teacher from childhood, an intense career at work where a male has power and responsibility to control other individuals…Eventually it is genuinely the male’s need to surrender to a powerful Dominant Woman!

I personally have experienced all these things while serving MDD, She has not forced me to submit or serve. It is my primal, spiritual needs and desires that respond to Her aura of beauty, Superiority and natural Feminine Domination that She exudes! Female Domination is a very real lifestyle for many people that comes in a form of sharing your life serving a Female Master that practice Female Domination on a day-to day basis!

Learning to serve MDD more efficiently has been a gradual process. I have polished my skills and feel much more stable in life mentally, emotionally and spiritually.

I was seeking harder to fulfill my Female Domination and submission desires until I was blessed to meet MDD…Ideally in a lifetime servitude form of domestic discipline, not all males will succeed in finding the right Female Master, but those who succeed will experience a liberating and happy life!

To Goddess and MDD!

Last Full Moon Dec 2010

This night was full Moon in this part of the world and also was the winter Equinox. It was one of the biggest Moons I have ever seen. It had yellowish and red colors, it took my breath away, something overwhelming... a great start before Christmas. This event made me think about MDD's goal about building a Temple which will allow full Sun or Moon and stars to be light where The Sisterhood of Matriarchy Femdom may view any entertainment that might take place in this sacred Temple.
It will be a place for worship and meditation and as MDD describes it : It will be facing the four corners perfectly, the circular inner sanctum, which is Inka Oo throne room. Rituals of worship to the Supreme one who manifest Herself through the Body of Her High Priestess and Priestesses from the Sisterhood of Femdom. A select group of highly evolved Dominant Women who during any time of the year will be disciplining any male.
If you have been following this blog you will know that Matriarchy is part of my belief system and that I believe patriarchy is a failure. That is why the discipline of any male is necessary to purify them. Within the walls of Her sacred Temple, a male's humble sacrifice is accepted by The Sisters with hunger and gratitude.
As MDD mentions : This sacred place will have a whipping post, located down a walking path away from from the main Temple. Here, The Sisterhood can sit comfortably on benches that circle the whipping post, while witnessing a plain air discipline of a slave, day or night! Daytime will offer the chance for pure exposure and humiliation of the slave while all present, including the Sun, can see clearly as the red lashes of the whip cut into the skin of the male.

If you want to know more about this Temple and become one of the chosen one slaves check MDD's page at :
http://www.hausofmatriarchy.com/

DomconLA 2010

One of the first things that come to my mind when I think about Domcon is registering at the event and getting ready for serving MDD publicly during this event. I had to admit that I was not too experience to follow M/s protocols. For instance, I had to carry Her bag/purse, not to speak unless spoken to, fetch Her drinks while She was talking to other Dommes/Doms. At night when attending to the Domcon party/ball She instructed me to walk a step behind Her and when She stopped to greet a friend or so I had to wait standing close to Her, making eye contact in case She may need anything. I follow Her around like Her shadow, I was there to serve and protect Her like a loyal servant.
Next day while at the hotel I open doors for Her when entering a restaurant, She ordered my meal while I admire Her beauty and wonderful Dominant strong presence. I recalled this day at the restaurant She introduced me to Her believes. MDD is a public Female Supremacist and She believes in Matriarchy as the natural life order which will bring balance to the world! She told me that once Matriarchy has come full circle there will be a karmic balance and war and greed, the result of a patriarchy society should disappear. And that is why most men must pay for their mistakes and the failure of patriarchy.
Still at the restaurant She informed me that one of Her main goals during this convention was to promote Her work as a Matriarchal Leader .And one of my main assignments was to memorize The Sun Queen's Mantra, a praise of the trinity of the Supreme Dyme Inka Oo, in other words the only one above Her, the Holy Spirit that rules our Solar System! MDD asked me about the Mantra and for my misfortune I told Her that I had not memorized it completely. She looked at me with intensity and scolded me by reminding me how important was to memorize it. She is a high Priestess who represents Goddess on Earth when She is drawing down the Moon. She was not pleased and told me that I would pay when We/we returned to the hotel's room.
Back in the room MDD started to boss me around : "draco hang up my clothes, fetch me a drink, give me a foot rub" and so on. I could tell She was upset or maybe mad, I could see that on Her face. She scolded me again for not memorizing the Mantra and informed me that I was about to be disciplined for such mistake. I had clear instructions to memorize it for Domcon, I tried to justify myself and She got really mad. I could not justify what I had done.
I confess that I was a little scared because it was the first time I was about to be punished by MDD. I was standing with my arms on my back while carefully listening to Her words. I was ordered to strip quietly. She humiliated me by saying that I was Her slut, She emphasized that I had not a valid excuse. I saw myself crawling on the floor and groveling at Her feet. She was wearing these beautiful high heel boots, a corset and a black skirt. She then ordered me to be on a standing position with my eyes cast down and with hands against my thighs. MDD started to hit my bottom with a paddle testing my pain tolerance, I kind of whine a little but She made sure I took it naturally because I deserved it. She said "it is not Earthly use in whining, draco" and consequently continue to paddle me again. She told me I was being disciplined because there was a clearly pattern of disobedience that needed to be addressed and that She would not tolerate. She hit all over my bottom and made sure it got red.
MDD sat on Her bed once She was done with my punishment and gave me a contemptuous wicked laugh. She ordered me to kneel at Her feet, Her sharp boot's heels on the floor echoing while She moved them. She pointed at Her boots and instructed me to take them off. To be honest I felt such a priviledge to be naked kneeling at Her gorgeous feet, She had me there bowing kissing Her feet until told to stop. Then She instructed me from the kneeling position to lie down on the floor facing up, Her beautiful feet above my face. She gave me this look which literally made me felt like I was going to be squashed. She ordered me to start reciting whatever I had memorized (Mantra).
At that moment I could understand true devotion, feeling the difference between sexual pleasure and the true happiness that comes from being in service to a real High Priestess! I think She was sort of drawing down the Moon because it felt beyond sexuality, it was a very spiritual experience! Being down there below Her feet I started to worship them by licking Her high arches slowly. Her soles looked like porcelain, soft skin, Her dark toe painted nails...Her feet tasted a mixture of leather and a fresh scent out Her nice boots, I was in subspace, totally in heaven!
I am very grateful for such a experience, MDD was very generous... I saw a smile on Her face and could see that I was forgiven for my mistake. Finally, MDD told me to kneel up, ordered me to kiss Her feet and thank Her for the punishment. I have no words to describe this moment, worshipping Her wonderful feet was one of the most remarkable experiences during Domcon.  I had entered Her dream space, I was Her possession. From the moment I had first encountered Her I had been drawn to Her like a needle to the lodestone. She was the Lorelei and I the humble and helpless sailor dashed against the rocks below Her Feet!
Do not forget to check MDD's page : www.hausofmatriarchy.com

Grounding!

I was somewhere in South America, MDD allowed me to visit my family overseas. She told me that I needed to be more grounded to be able to serve Her better...And seeing family and being in touch with my roots is a great start for grounding!

Last time I served at Her household was on Sunday, it was a very special day. Since it is Christmas time She instructed me to go get Her a tree, We/we went together to pick it up. I carried from Her car and place it in the living room, She told me to check some bags at the garage and find the Christmas decorations for the tree and to finish my chores as soon as possible.

After that, She instructed me to open a bottle of champagne and pour Her a glass. As I said it was a great day, She allowed me to talk to Her about my experience serving as a houseboy during this year. I love to treat Her as The Queen She is and I expressed my gratitude for being considered as part of Her stable. It was a very emotional moment, as you may know MDD exudes tremendous spiritual energy and She is very aware of Her mission as a Matriarchal Leader.

We/we discussed about Her intentions to add worthy new slaves to serve at Her household. I clearly understand that She needs to consider different type of slaves with unique skills who will serve Her in many ways. She is the Master that makes my knees get weaker. It is hard to explain in words, I just feel very pleased when pleasing Her!

I believe I am heading to a new level of service because She informed me that I will be entering into chastity when I return to California. It is something that intrigues me because I know that it will require a lot of effort and discipline. It is the first time that I will start practicing chastity for real. I know the power She will have over me and the effect wearing a chastity device will bring to my life. I do not want to even think about every morning in the shower, each moment I will be wearing it will remind me on my status as Her chaste slave...OMG MDD, I will be helpless, without access to the key, aroused and sometimes horny. Yes I am a man and still enjoy having orgasms from time to time. I will have to focus to comply my duties and obey Her!

If you are interested in knowing more about serving MDD check : http://www.hausofmatriarchy.com/

Thanksgiving!

As soon as I arrived to the Haus of Matriarchy I was instructed to sweep and mop so it would look spotless when MDD's friends arrived to celebrate. I helped setting up the table for the turkey and served some drinks as well. I value very much that MDD had me serving Her on Thanksgiving day. I would say that MDD is helping me be grounded and grow as Her servant. I acknowledge that I came to this world to treat Women with supreme respect for the reminder of my life.

 Sometime after 7:30 PM everybody left and I started to pick up the table, put food away, do the dishes, clean the kitchen while MDD was watching TV. After I was done with my chores I reported to Her. She told me that I would be staying over night and that I would sleep in the Haus. I thought She was going to make me sleep in a cage but instead She allowed me sleep in a bed at the garage. She wanted me to take Her to the mall very early in the morning for the black Friday sales special.

I woke up around 4:30 AM and got ready for the mall. We went to some stores, She wanted to get boots for the winter.  I have to tell you that when I saw MDD wearing those boots all the cliches flew through my mind...beautiful, wonderful, heavenly etc.

Later in the afternoon MDD instructed me to take Her for lunch. She dressed up and was wearing the new black boots. She told me that She wanted something light to eat and I suggested Thai food. I know She loves their soups and I thought it would be a good idea since She wanted to eat lightly. Once at the restaurant She ordered me to take my sun glassess off. She looked very elegant, black jacket, black pants and of course the boots.

If you have ever had the chance to see Her pictures on Her websites you will know She is a beautiful, powerful Woman. Hers is a classy beauty, I realized, one that lures quickly and captures easily. It doesn't sneak up on you; It hits you right between the eyes. She knows this, MDD is a true Master, and She wears the term as well as Her jeans!

While eating MDD asked me things about my trip to NYC and She also scolded me for not updating my blog. She told me that now that my 30th birthday was coming to be prepared to be flogged for Her enjoyment. She was firm and strict and gave me a hint which for a second made me pictured myself being flogged next day for my birthday...I could imagine  "I was quickly ordered to the floor, on my hands and knees. A chain was slipped around my neck and a gag was fitted into my mouth...I saw She strode into a hallway and led me along, I saw myself completely in servitude". But that was what came to my mind when MDD told me about the flogging...what happened in my birthday is another story!

To learn more about serving MDD go check Her page : http://www.hausofmatriarchy.com/

Preparing For Thanksgiving!

MDD instructed me that I would be spending Thanksgiving at the Haus of Matriarchy. She invited some friends over. But in order to have the Haus of Matriarchy ready for this big celebration I had to give my best to make sure home is clean and decorated. First MDD instructed me to get a wreath, She wanted to have a nice pine tree smell around the Haus.

As you may be wondering about my position in the Haus of Matriarchy, I am a houseboy, some of my duties are chores such as doing dishes, laundry, cleaning/dusting, washing Her bathroom among other. I have also been working on projects such as learning about gardening, planting etc. MDD wants me to learn new skills that can be of benefit to the Haus of Matriarchy.

This was a very good week, I accomplished many things while serving MDD and were able to have the Haus ready for Thanksgiving!

To learn more about serving MDD go check Her page : http://www.hausofmatriarchy.com/

New Bedroom

Moving MDD's room was a good workout! I went to MDD home, the Haus of Matriarchy...me an another sub were serving Her, moving Her room and setting up Her new home office. We moved all the furniture, bed and desk. After that we made sure to clean, sweep, mop, MDD wants to expand Her stable of sub/slaves and that is the main reason why She is making the Haus of Matriarchy a place where other members can spiritually grow and serve!

MDD has instructed me to start communication with potential sub/slaves who understand Matriarchy is their new religion. Any sub/slave who wants to be considered for service must be aware that if accepted for service MDD will have full rights to use you as She pleases without regard to your needs.

Personally, during these months serving Her I have become simply a vessel that exists to serve Her in any way She desires. So be prepared to be used if you are seriously considering submission and slavery. She will train you, mold you and take you to a place where only Her needs exist!

Do you want to serve MDD, go check Her page for more information : http://www.hausofmatriarchy.com/

Worship!

There is a curious phenomenon of men wanting to worship Women as Goddesses. And outside of this scene dominant Women also find men coming to them who want to devote their whole lives in serving and worshipping them. Well as you may know this blog is about Matriarchy which I believe in and MDD who is the head of the Haus of Matriarchy.
Among other things MDD is a spiritual Leader, knowing and serving Her has clarified my ideas of Worship and service. I remembered being a child and playing with friends from school that : "I was a servant and that the girls were Queens". It is interesting that I can relate that now with my views about Women Worship, these ideas have obviously evolved, I am older and more thoughtful, well sometimes not that aware of, LOL, still keep being punished for acting lightly... MDD in a sense has become that ideal of Worship in its purest sense I unconsciously crave when I was very young.
So I have to ask the question; why? Why would men who have ruled and dominated society want to suddenly worship, adore and serve Women? From my point of view, I would say that it is a spiritual primal need. The idea of people worshipping a male god is very new. It seem this began about five thousand years ago at the end of the Stone-Age, when the first images of male deities were discovered. Before then, archaeologist and paleontologists have only discovered images of Females.
So I personally came to the conclusion that I need to Worship Women, I have accepted that Female guidance is essential to fulfill such spiritual need. Matriarchy is not a new order but the right order to balance the imbalance. I feel MDD is proving that, She is teaching me the ways of Matriarchy which I am naturally following because they resonate with my deepest, intimate spiritual visions.
So the Goddess archetype is very powerful and many men today do desperately want to serve and worship Women as Goddesses. But it required Women to understand this role. For instance a Dominatrix who just sees Her role in acting out a sexual fantasy is not going to get a great response for men. But the more She can feel She is a Goddess, a true represantion of Mother Nature or Inka Ooo, the more men will respond to Her. Certainly many Women do have problems in seeing themselves as Goddesses whom men want to worship and adore. But this is what men desperately want.
So this is why I have the utmost respect for MDD, She is not playing a role or fulfilling a male's fantasy. She belongs to this select growing group of Women who genuinely live Their lives knowing and are aware of Their Superiority to men. It is not that I just figured that out but that I consciously have experienced it while serving MDD, whether I am doing dishes at The Haus of Matriarchy, doing Her laundry, fixing stuff, acting as Her assistant or just giving Her a foot massage. 
I have learned to rationally accept my lower male status. It is not that I am fantasizing with all these concepts of Matriarchy, it is because I am a better man by embracing this spiritual need of Women Worship and service!  
To learn more about serving MDD go check Her page :  www.hausofmatriarchy.com

Not Sufficient

MDD : Ur apology was not sufficient in light of ur comments. I am tired of expending energy on u. If that hurt ur feelings then u don't get it. U don't understand when I say things. Sometimes can't hear me!!!!

me: I have never had something so real to be controled and learned to be quiet, it is a new experience for me MDD...I want to be an asset for u not to bother u...that's what i am trying to figure out, to learn to be ur shadow, it's hard MDD.

MDD : U don't think. I just act. I mean you just act. You just do the first thing that comes into that meat head of urs. And it's ur "man" act. Reread ur apology make it better. Include this conversation type it out. I make u transcribe for ur own good. To reread my words. I didn't call u on purpose Sunday because I was trying to enjoy my day. And u kept interrupting to the point that I didn't want to speak to u anymore. Yesterday I wanted the door done and I had plans to have a business dinner which I took my time to tell you about even tho I did not need to tell you what I was doing. Me not seeing u had nothing to do with u. It was all about me. My door, my plans. My business deal. So tiring.

me : I understand

Above is the second part of the conversation after the incident at The Haus of Matriarchy. Today is the beginning of November, still in NYC for the weekend and I haven't seen MDD since awhile ago. I was also for a week or so in DC for work.

As I mentioned on my profile I am in the military and although life can be hard sometimes, I think that I am mentally and physically prepared to face the most challenging situations. "Peace is not a soldier's job but sometimes only a soldier can do it", LOL...I love this line... 

This trip has been very joyful and helped to see things with a different perspestive, especially regarding to my future goals, life purpose and obviously my "relationship" with The Haus of Matriarchy.

I am about to start packing for my flight but before that I wanted to post the previous conversations and to write about them as instructed by MDD. Always remember that among some other things submission is mainly about obedience! 

I honestly would say that because of my background I can adapt, adjust to almost any situation...And it is precisaly what I am doing now. MDD has been disciplining me after the last inconvenient at The Haus of Matriarchy and I am doing my best in order to be more thoughtful and aware of.

I made a terrible mistake and as I believe in Karma life is making me pay...or better MDD is making me pay for it.

I would also like to talk about the amazing things I feel while I serve MDD, it is very fun and She is great but now it is not the time for it...I can't wait to return to California where I live and see the coming chapters of my days and my future with The Haus of Matriarchy.

I would like to leave for now with the following thought :

Submission is an art form, an instinctual need for service in its purity of selfless giving. Femininity in all shapes and forms melts my heart and drives my desire!

I hope you have the time of your life! 

Check MDD'S page if You want to know about serving Her : http://www.hausofmatriarchy.com/

Apology

me : Are you upset at me because the inconvenient at ur house today MDD?

MDD : You could have been more thoughtful. What if I was sleeping? I should have to have this conversation with u. That is common human respect. Come on?!?!! not hv to hv this talk with u.

me : If u were sleeping i would just leave and finish painting, not interrupting

MDD : U said 4 or so. Not 230. NOooooooooooo. If I was skeeping. U would have WOKEN ME UP!!!! R u stupid? Sleeping that is. I wud hv been pissed. No one invited u into the house. U were to come after 4 and paint the outside

me : I dont know what to say i feel very ashamed Maam!

MDD : That was the reason u put the stain outside!!!!!

me : Yes Maam

MDD : This is wearing me out with u. So much work. U r untrained. I can't seem to ghet u to start using ur brain

me : I feel very bad MDD, it is not my intention to act like that!

MDD : Think before u do

me : Yes Maam, i mean no harm, just act silly sometimes

MDD : This is not silly acting anymore, this is worse than showing up TWICE at my house before checking ur car better. For ur phone. It was in the middle of a very personal situation that u invaded TWICE. U wud think after the first time. Seeing how angry I was with u

me : Sometimes there re situations like the ph. You know i needed for work

MDD : U wud check better before interrupting me again. U r not allowed. Sober up n grow a brain. Stop smoking all substance

me : Very clear Maam

MDD : Good. U have to improve if u expect to continue with me

me :  Yes Maam

MDD : Brooke said today that I need a smarter slave. U do stupid things. It has to do with smoke!!!!

me : I understand Maam

MDD : U hv that dick cage?

me : Yes Maam

MDD : Bring it now leave it on the front porch text me when u leave telling me is there. U hv one hour to accomplish this. Go!

me : Now Maam? Ok Maam?

MDD : Stupid question

me : I will leave it there

MDD : Yes u will. U will also transcribe this entire text message chain including what I am typing now

me : Yes Maam

MDD : When u get home from the delivery. U do one thing wrong and u will pay for it. Understood?

me : Yes Maam

MDD : U email me this conversation and ur true apology which u will repeat in person when I tell u to

me : Yes Maam

MDD : Write ur sorry make it detailed. Ur future with me relies on ur written word

me : Absolutely

MDD : U memorize ur apology and u will recite it to me on command

me : I will Maam

MDD : I expect a bbm from u tonight when u hv transcribed this chain and I expect to read this entirely

me : Yes Maam but i need first to deliver the device. I am on my way

MDD : DO NOT TALK BACK TO ME TELLING ME WHAT U MUST DO. DO YOU THINK I DONT KNOW THE ORDER OF MY DISCIPLINE OF YOU RIGHT NOW? I know what u r to do. I told u. I tell u. Do not tell me when u have to do. Not u me. Instructions remain the same. Do not write me until u r telling me th email has arrived. Including now this sentence also. Lol ahaha. That too write it down. Make sure I can tell who said what too.

This conversation happened around 2 weeks ago and I still feel ashamed for acting that way. I am a man of honor and integrity and never wanted to disrespect MDD...well I believe everything happens for a reason and I have learned tons of things after being exposed to that uncomfortable situation.

 I know MDD wants me to be responsible for what I did and She is showing it with Her attitude and by taking some distance from me. I don't blame Her though...She is treating Her dogs better than me lately.

I hope She can be able to finally forgive me and be in better terms. I truly miss serving Her and having a "friendlier" relationship although It is clear that She is not my friend but MDD, a fine Master!

I would assume that I am currently under review by The Haus of Matriarchy for taking things lightly and for not being thoughtful enough while acting. I would say that surrendering to a wise, highly intelligent and enlightened Woman is not a foolish emotional impulse but a rational, intelligent act. Probably the most responsible thing you can do with your life! She is the Boss...and I am Her follower! 

Check MDD'S main page to know more about serving Her : http://www.hausofmatriarchy.com/

Writing & Visual

I love writing, I think it is such a therapeutic experience, being able to express intimate ideas and experiences. I believe I have kind of photographic memory and that is why I intend to start showing how it would be living in a Matriarcal world. It is a visual need I guess!

I am currently working on stories about Female Supremacy that I want to materialize in videos/photos etc. As I said it has become something essential for me and hope to start making this dream come true in the very near future.

I envision doing something unique, to take it to another level of awareness and to show Women as something sacred, divine and worth of adoration and devotion. I wish I can find the right inspiration, well Women are my inspiration and so be able to show these ideas more artistically. At the end it is just my personal view about how life for men would be if they were rule by Women...I know there are many Women and men that will share some of my views about this fantastic world!
Don't forget to check MDD'S page : http://www.hausofmatriarchy.com/

Beautiful MDD!

I met at the beginning of last year an amazing human being, She is strong, confident and seductively stern, though. She transformed me completely, it has been a lot of personal improvement to serve Her and I have enjoyed so much.

It has been such a positive journey " rene don't ask questions, rene be thoughtful, rene listen to me", LOL. I can see this now with a little bit of humor, no disrespect to Her...It is just that I have had my moments of being rebellious.

As you may know  being Her follower was kind of hard intially because I had not clear idea about giving up control and to genuinely surrender from the heart... but this experience has been absolutely meaningful and worth of every second of it. I learned to take it easy and accept my submission. That's what is all about, breath deeply, learn to listen to Her and be quiet, ah and do not talk back. I have a very different perspective about submission after I met Her!

She is MDD and obviously She is a fine Master, wise, highly intelligent, spiritually aware and yes beautiful. If you met Her you would say...what a unique Woman! I was thousands of miles away from Her when I wrote this but I was mentally connected to Her, I believe in Her and share Her ideals about having a better world where Matriarchy can become something big, I intend to help Her build a Queendom where Women rule and men serve them. I truly want to see that!

I will come back soon with some more thoughts...

If you want to know more about serving MDD go check : http://www.hausofmatriarchy.com/

Back to The Haus of Matriarchy service

I am not a native English speaker, I speak 4 other languages and my stories may have some grammar mistakes...


MDD: How's first day back?


Me: Very good Maam, updating work files, sending reports, feels good being productive again.


MDD: Ok cool! What is your schedule like?


Me: Today and tomorrow will be done around 3 pm, Thurs work untill 6 pm...Fri again till 3 pm.


MDD: Do u you want to come over today?


Me: Yes Maam sure, what time?


MDD: Whenever u can...everything is a mess!


Me: No problem Maam, I'll be there around 330 pm.


MDD: Ok. You should be shaved below.


Me: I am sort of shaved, I will get a blade and do it, I am on my way.


MDD: U r?


Me: Yes Maam, don't worry I am shaved.


MDD: Lol. Ok? Not your job. Don't tell me what to do. Eta?


Me: 15 mins.


MDD: Answer both questions.

Me: Yes Maam, I am sorry, I am not telling You what to do!


MDD: Ah now you are talking back to me.

The door will be unlocked. U come in the house, lock the door, undress, and kneel. These were the last instructions MDD gave me before arriving…

I open the door, locked it, undress as instructed and knelt in the center of the living room. I could hear MDD’s high heel boots up stairs in Her studio. I sensed She got closer and I looked up stairs and She was on top staring at me, She said why are you looking at me? You are not allowed “look to the ground”. She said She wanted a special welcoming since I was overseas for so long. She asked why I was kneeling in the living room, that I was to strip and kneel by the front door. I said I did not know where to kneel and thought the center of the house would be convenient. She gave me this sarcastic look and ordered me to crawl by the door and kneel. I was so nervous while crawling, I did not expect to be naked crawling the first time I would see MDD after being overseas for so long. I thought I was going to be wearing clothes on…MDD instructed me to crawl up the stairs and start reciting the mantra at the same time which I did not remember completely…I was in shock. I did not know how to start, I started to crawl up the stairs and looked at Her again, then I recalled that I was not allowed to look at Her, I kept crawling slowly trying to recite parts of the mantra that I recalled.

MDD told me: “you memorized the mantra before but you stop reviewing it, very disappointing”. When I was half way crawling up the stairs I stopped, knelt up, head bowing and carefully listened to Her scolding me for not knowing the mantra. She was holding a hair brush and I had this thought of perhaps She would use it to hit me. When I got up the stairs MDD ordered me to put my hands on a table. I just shut up and looked at Her like accepting my mistake. I did not shut up and MDD had to tell me that I wasn’t allowed to speak until I remembered the mantra. I was kind of shaking and my heart started to beat faster…I tried to hold my breathing waiting on the first hit…suddenly She spanked me and I felt it. It had been awhile since the last time I was punished. When She finished spanking me I could not helped it and unconsciously touched my bottoms as a sign of relieve. MDD looked at me and scolded me for doing it. She said I was not told to do so and decided to spank me again. She hit me with the brush again and I can tell you, it warmed me up.

After That She instructed me to kneel, bow and kiss Her boots, I did not know how many times She want me to do this, I hesitated after a few kisses because I did not know when to stop. She asked me “how many toes do I have per foot?”, I said 5 and kiss Her boots 5 times each. It is always such a humbling thing to perform this ritual after being punished. I kiss each boot very reverently, knowing that I was naked kneeling at Her feet, bowing and placing my lips on each toe as and acting with devotion showing Her how vulnerable I was…I felt so humble honoring and adoring MDD as a true representation of Mother Nature!

Later, I was instructed to dress back because She wanted to go pick up Her daughter. While in the car I was not allowed to talk, only move my head to say yes or not. It was very hard at the beginning because MDD was talking to me, telling me things and I was not allowed to participate, just to listen to Her and be quiet…She told me that I could say hello to her daughter and answer if she asked me anything. When We/we arrived to Her daughter’s school, Her daughter saw me in the car and say hello and I greeted Her. She was with a friend, I said hello to her friend and then she also said hi. When we came back home MDD made a gesture with Her head letting me know to follow Her to the studio. She entered first and ordered me to strip again. She pointed to the floor with Her fingers and instructed to crawl by Her feet where She was sitting. When I was there I knelt with my bottoms on heals and my hands clasped in my back…She said WORSHIP ME “there are many ways to worship, and I want you to show me the worship positions I told you to practice the mantra with…you have been practicing it, right?...aren’t you prepared?” so start kneeling, bowing and praying!

It was such a remarkable experienced, I was totally surprised by my position, completely naked spreading my legs with my head on the floor, my hands extended in front of Her…She was like the incarnation of Venus to me or Inka Oo or any of these ancient Goddesses and I was there performing a sequence of positions, kneeling with my forehead on the floor, my hands extended and then holding them together as I was praying to Her. Consequently kneeling up, eyes on the floor and my hands still together praying to Her, followed by crossing my arms and finishing by placing my palms on my legs…to continue performing this motion over and over, kneeling, bowing, praying as an act of pure WORSHIP and ADORATION. I felt a strong connection to Her and Inka Oo Mother Nature. It was one of these moments sensually spiritual; I was Her servant, a true instrument of devotion.  

MDD told me to stop and ordered me to lie on the floor with my bottoms up, head on the floor and hands extended In front of me. I was still in a complete state of submission and adoration, I had emotions encountered. I felt very aware, spiritually awaken and sexually aroused, I could not help it. MDD asked me about my “hard on”…”can you control it?” I did not what to say, I did not have an answer for it, besides I was not allowed to speak so if I said something I would break the speech restriction rule…I was very embarrassed, I did not know what to do, She was staring at me firmly and enjoying seeing me in such a uncomfortable situation but It was like being in heaven at the same time. MDD then repeated again: “so can you control it or aren’t you able to control it?”…well, you know it is a male’s physiological/sexual reaction and we can not hide it, it shows. Anyway, I assume, She sort of understood my arousal and ordered me to crawl closer. 

She wanted me to be in this presenting position, lying with my forehead on the floor because it was very convenient to hit me with Her crop. She scolded me again for greeting Her daughter’s friend first and not waiting until she did it first…MDD also said that She did not need an excuse to punish me, if She felt like it She would spank me just for no reason, only for Her entertainment. MDD started to use Her crop hitting my bottoms a few times, I could sense She was enjoying seeing me there at Her mercy, helpless humiliated!

After that MDD told me to dress, go down stairs and let the dogs in..when I returned to Her studio, MDD instructed me to start working on drafts to update my blog but before that She ordered me to take Her boots off, She said “I have been wearing them all day”. I was staring at Her boots, the ones I bought for Her during last thanksgiving, very beautiful high heel leather black boots! I could not help it and had an erection again although this time I was with clothes on. I wondered if She noticed it and kind of felt embarrassed again…I just tried to focus on removing those boots, I wish I could have smelled them, knowing that the combination of leather and the scent from Her beautiful feet would make me very weak…I was there very subservient, still on the floor facing Her wonderful boots. I took each boot with the most absolute care and started to remove them, they were a little tight so I had to make some effort to pull them. When I was done removing them I could see Her now bare feet…beautiful high arches and soft soles, I wanted to be under those soles so badly. I recalled MDD was working on Her laptop while I was taking notes for my blog right there on the floor by Her beautiful feet. I was wondering I was being used as Her footstool!

 MDD asked about my progress working on my blog. She took my notes and said that it would be better if I typed on Her computer because She wanted me to finish faster. She asked me if could type faster than hand writing. She also informed me that since tomorrow would be full moon I was going to be punished. I kind of nervously smile because She gave me this wicked look. “She said I am always fair, aren’t I?” and smile, knowing that I could not say anything since I was not allowed to speak as part of the punishment for not reciting the mantra completely.

MDD also said that She was hungry and sent me to get some food, She said that She wanted something light like a soup, so I went to Farmers to get some organic stuff for cooking. I got some ingredients, carrots, cauliflower to prepare Her a soup…however, She texted me when I was in my car ready to return home, She said that now She wanted some sushi so She ordered me to go to this sushi place where I had been before and to get some spicy tuna, Californian rolls and some Tumisu soup for Her and B Her daughter…I hope I spelled right the soup, I do not want MDD to use it for punishment purposes.

When I returned home from the sushi restaurant, I started to serve food for Her and Her daughter, I poured a glass of white wine for MDD, She allowed me to pour some wine for me as well and consequently MDD said: “Cheers and welcome home!” that was a very nice gesture of Her. She is a strict Master but a kind Lady as well… after the toss we all started to eat. I felt so comfortable eating with Them, I felt that I belonged there, I love serving MDD and taking care of the Haus of Matriarchy!...there is an incredible radiant energy around Her Household. It is definitely a very special place to be and serve. As soon as we finished eating MDD sat on a couch and continue watching one of Her favorite shows (desperate house wives). As I have been serving Her for awhile and already know the routine, I started to pick up the leftovers, dump the trash bags and finish to do some dishes. I also cleaned the kitchen counter and put stuff away. When MDD finished Her show She told me that She wanted to take a shower, She said that everything is a mess and that was my fault for being away for so long. I agree with my head and started to sweep the whole floor, kitchen, living room etc and also cleaned up stairs Her bedroom and also Her daughter’s.

When She got out of the shower She invited me to come up stairs to check Her stones, She was charging them for tomorrow’s full moon. She allowed me to talk to Her before being dismiss for the day. I told Her that She was always with me while I was overseas and that I was sorry for being away for so long. She reminded me again and said: “don’t be sorry that you will pay me with a spanking tomorrow during the full moon and laugh again”. Before leaving She ordered me to kneel, bow and kiss Her bare feet…it had been awhile since the last time I had the pleasure of touching Her delicate toes with my lips. As usual I kneel reverently, bowing encountering these beautiful feet; I could smell them once again and tasted Her perfect aroma. It was like heaven on Earth…then We/we went down stairs and MDD told me to return early next day for the full moon preparations.

Finally, It was time to leave, MDD was sitting on the stairs, She pointed at Her feet as a sign ritual telling me that it is time to go…I knelt again as an usual way to show respect before departing, She so my enthusiasm and let me kiss them again for a little while…then I heard Her daughter’s voice from the TV room calling Her mom…so MDD dismissed me for the day!