Apology

me : Are you upset at me because the inconvenient at ur house today MDD?

MDD : You could have been more thoughtful. What if I was sleeping? I should have to have this conversation with u. That is common human respect. Come on?!?!! not hv to hv this talk with u.

me : If u were sleeping i would just leave and finish painting, not interrupting

MDD : U said 4 or so. Not 230. NOooooooooooo. If I was skeeping. U would have WOKEN ME UP!!!! R u stupid? Sleeping that is. I wud hv been pissed. No one invited u into the house. U were to come after 4 and paint the outside

me : I dont know what to say i feel very ashamed Maam!

MDD : That was the reason u put the stain outside!!!!!

me : Yes Maam

MDD : This is wearing me out with u. So much work. U r untrained. I can't seem to ghet u to start using ur brain

me : I feel very bad MDD, it is not my intention to act like that!

MDD : Think before u do

me : Yes Maam, i mean no harm, just act silly sometimes

MDD : This is not silly acting anymore, this is worse than showing up TWICE at my house before checking ur car better. For ur phone. It was in the middle of a very personal situation that u invaded TWICE. U wud think after the first time. Seeing how angry I was with u

me : Sometimes there re situations like the ph. You know i needed for work

MDD : U wud check better before interrupting me again. U r not allowed. Sober up n grow a brain. Stop smoking all substance

me : Very clear Maam

MDD : Good. U have to improve if u expect to continue with me

me :  Yes Maam

MDD : Brooke said today that I need a smarter slave. U do stupid things. It has to do with smoke!!!!

me : I understand Maam

MDD : U hv that dick cage?

me : Yes Maam

MDD : Bring it now leave it on the front porch text me when u leave telling me is there. U hv one hour to accomplish this. Go!

me : Now Maam? Ok Maam?

MDD : Stupid question

me : I will leave it there

MDD : Yes u will. U will also transcribe this entire text message chain including what I am typing now

me : Yes Maam

MDD : When u get home from the delivery. U do one thing wrong and u will pay for it. Understood?

me : Yes Maam

MDD : U email me this conversation and ur true apology which u will repeat in person when I tell u to

me : Yes Maam

MDD : Write ur sorry make it detailed. Ur future with me relies on ur written word

me : Absolutely

MDD : U memorize ur apology and u will recite it to me on command

me : I will Maam

MDD : I expect a bbm from u tonight when u hv transcribed this chain and I expect to read this entirely

me : Yes Maam but i need first to deliver the device. I am on my way

MDD : DO NOT TALK BACK TO ME TELLING ME WHAT U MUST DO. DO YOU THINK I DONT KNOW THE ORDER OF MY DISCIPLINE OF YOU RIGHT NOW? I know what u r to do. I told u. I tell u. Do not tell me when u have to do. Not u me. Instructions remain the same. Do not write me until u r telling me th email has arrived. Including now this sentence also. Lol ahaha. That too write it down. Make sure I can tell who said what too.

This conversation happened around 2 weeks ago and I still feel ashamed for acting that way. I am a man of honor and integrity and never wanted to disrespect MDD...well I believe everything happens for a reason and I have learned tons of things after being exposed to that uncomfortable situation.

 I know MDD wants me to be responsible for what I did and She is showing it with Her attitude and by taking some distance from me. I don't blame Her though...She is treating Her dogs better than me lately.

I hope She can be able to finally forgive me and be in better terms. I truly miss serving Her and having a "friendlier" relationship although It is clear that She is not my friend but MDD, a fine Master!

I would assume that I am currently under review by The Haus of Matriarchy for taking things lightly and for not being thoughtful enough while acting. I would say that surrendering to a wise, highly intelligent and enlightened Woman is not a foolish emotional impulse but a rational, intelligent act. Probably the most responsible thing you can do with your life! She is the Boss...and I am Her follower! 

Check MDD'S main page to know more about serving Her : http://www.hausofmatriarchy.com/