MDD: How's first day back?
Me: Very good Maam, updating work files, sending reports, feels good being productive again.
MDD: Ok cool! What is your schedule like?
Me: Today and tomorrow will be done around 3 pm, Thurs work untill 6 pm...Fri again till 3 pm.
MDD: Do u you want to come over today?
Me: Yes Maam sure, what time?
MDD: Whenever u can...everything is a mess!
Me: No problem Maam, I'll be there around 330 pm.
MDD: Ok. You should be shaved below.
Me: I am sort of shaved, I will get a blade and do it, I am on my way.
MDD: U r?
Me: Yes Maam, don't worry I am shaved.
MDD: Lol. Ok? Not your job. Don't tell me what to do. Eta?
Me: 15 mins.
MDD: Answer both questions.
Me: Yes Maam, I am sorry, I am not telling You what to do!
MDD: Ah now you are talking back to me.
The door will be unlocked. U come in the house, lock the door, undress, and kneel. These were the last instructions MDD gave me before arriving…
I open the door, locked it, undress as instructed and knelt in the center of the living room. I could hear MDD’s high heel boots up stairs in Her studio. I sensed She got closer and I looked up stairs and She was on top staring at me, She said why are you looking at me? You are not allowed “look to the ground”. She said She wanted a special welcoming since I was overseas for so long. She asked why I was kneeling in the living room, that I was to strip and kneel by the front door. I said I did not know where to kneel and thought the center of the house would be convenient. She gave me this sarcastic look and ordered me to crawl by the door and kneel. I was so nervous while crawling, I did not expect to be naked crawling the first time I would see MDD after being overseas for so long. I thought I was going to be wearing clothes on…MDD instructed me to crawl up the stairs and start reciting the mantra at the same time which I did not remember completely…I was in shock. I did not know how to start, I started to crawl up the stairs and looked at Her again, then I recalled that I was not allowed to look at Her, I kept crawling slowly trying to recite parts of the mantra that I recalled.
MDD told me: “you memorized the mantra before but you stop reviewing it, very disappointing”. When I was half way crawling up the stairs I stopped, knelt up, head bowing and carefully listened to Her scolding me for not knowing the mantra. She was holding a hair brush and I had this thought of perhaps She would use it to hit me. When I got up the stairs MDD ordered me to put my hands on a table. I just shut up and looked at Her like accepting my mistake. I did not shut up and MDD had to tell me that I wasn’t allowed to speak until I remembered the mantra. I was kind of shaking and my heart started to beat faster…I tried to hold my breathing waiting on the first hit…suddenly She spanked me and I felt it. It had been awhile since the last time I was punished. When She finished spanking me I could not helped it and unconsciously touched my bottoms as a sign of relieve. MDD looked at me and scolded me for doing it. She said I was not told to do so and decided to spank me again. She hit me with the brush again and I can tell you, it warmed me up.
After That She instructed me to kneel, bow and kiss Her boots, I did not know how many times She want me to do this, I hesitated after a few kisses because I did not know when to stop. She asked me “how many toes do I have per foot?”, I said 5 and kiss Her boots 5 times each. It is always such a humbling thing to perform this ritual after being punished. I kiss each boot very reverently, knowing that I was naked kneeling at Her feet, bowing and placing my lips on each toe as and acting with devotion showing Her how vulnerable I was…I felt so humble honoring and adoring MDD as a true representation of Mother Nature!
Later, I was instructed to dress back because She wanted to go pick up Her daughter. While in the car I was not allowed to talk, only move my head to say yes or not. It was very hard at the beginning because MDD was talking to me, telling me things and I was not allowed to participate, just to listen to Her and be quiet…She told me that I could say hello to her daughter and answer if she asked me anything. When We/we arrived to Her daughter’s school, Her daughter saw me in the car and say hello and I greeted Her. She was with a friend, I said hello to her friend and then she also said hi. When we came back home MDD made a gesture with Her head letting me know to follow Her to the studio. She entered first and ordered me to strip again. She pointed to the floor with Her fingers and instructed to crawl by Her feet where She was sitting. When I was there I knelt with my bottoms on heals and my hands clasped in my back…She said WORSHIP ME “there are many ways to worship, and I want you to show me the worship positions I told you to practice the mantra with…you have been practicing it, right?...aren’t you prepared?” so start kneeling, bowing and praying!
It was such a remarkable experienced, I was totally surprised by my position, completely naked spreading my legs with my head on the floor, my hands extended in front of Her…She was like the incarnation of Venus to me or Inka Oo or any of these ancient Goddesses and I was there performing a sequence of positions, kneeling with my forehead on the floor, my hands extended and then holding them together as I was praying to Her. Consequently kneeling up, eyes on the floor and my hands still together praying to Her, followed by crossing my arms and finishing by placing my palms on my legs…to continue performing this motion over and over, kneeling, bowing, praying as an act of pure WORSHIP and ADORATION. I felt a strong connection to Her and Inka Oo Mother Nature. It was one of these moments sensually spiritual; I was Her servant, a true instrument of devotion.
MDD told me to stop and ordered me to lie on the floor with my bottoms up, head on the floor and hands extended In front of me. I was still in a complete state of submission and adoration, I had emotions encountered. I felt very aware, spiritually awaken and sexually aroused, I could not help it. MDD asked me about my “hard on”…”can you control it?” I did not what to say, I did not have an answer for it, besides I was not allowed to speak so if I said something I would break the speech restriction rule…I was very embarrassed, I did not know what to do, She was staring at me firmly and enjoying seeing me in such a uncomfortable situation but It was like being in heaven at the same time. MDD then repeated again: “so can you control it or aren’t you able to control it?”…well, you know it is a male’s physiological/sexual reaction and we can not hide it, it shows. Anyway, I assume, She sort of understood my arousal and ordered me to crawl closer.
MDD told me to stop and ordered me to lie on the floor with my bottoms up, head on the floor and hands extended In front of me. I was still in a complete state of submission and adoration, I had emotions encountered. I felt very aware, spiritually awaken and sexually aroused, I could not help it. MDD asked me about my “hard on”…”can you control it?” I did not what to say, I did not have an answer for it, besides I was not allowed to speak so if I said something I would break the speech restriction rule…I was very embarrassed, I did not know what to do, She was staring at me firmly and enjoying seeing me in such a uncomfortable situation but It was like being in heaven at the same time. MDD then repeated again: “so can you control it or aren’t you able to control it?”…well, you know it is a male’s physiological/sexual reaction and we can not hide it, it shows. Anyway, I assume, She sort of understood my arousal and ordered me to crawl closer.
She wanted me to be in this presenting position, lying with my forehead on the floor because it was very convenient to hit me with Her crop. She scolded me again for greeting Her daughter’s friend first and not waiting until she did it first…MDD also said that She did not need an excuse to punish me, if She felt like it She would spank me just for no reason, only for Her entertainment. MDD started to use Her crop hitting my bottoms a few times, I could sense She was enjoying seeing me there at Her mercy, helpless humiliated!
After that MDD told me to dress, go down stairs and let the dogs in..when I returned to Her studio, MDD instructed me to start working on drafts to update my blog but before that She ordered me to take Her boots off, She said “I have been wearing them all day”. I was staring at Her boots, the ones I bought for Her during last thanksgiving, very beautiful high heel leather black boots! I could not help it and had an erection again although this time I was with clothes on. I wondered if She noticed it and kind of felt embarrassed again…I just tried to focus on removing those boots, I wish I could have smelled them, knowing that the combination of leather and the scent from Her beautiful feet would make me very weak…I was there very subservient, still on the floor facing Her wonderful boots. I took each boot with the most absolute care and started to remove them, they were a little tight so I had to make some effort to pull them. When I was done removing them I could see Her now bare feet…beautiful high arches and soft soles, I wanted to be under those soles so badly. I recalled MDD was working on Her laptop while I was taking notes for my blog right there on the floor by Her beautiful feet. I was wondering I was being used as Her footstool!
After that MDD told me to dress, go down stairs and let the dogs in..when I returned to Her studio, MDD instructed me to start working on drafts to update my blog but before that She ordered me to take Her boots off, She said “I have been wearing them all day”. I was staring at Her boots, the ones I bought for Her during last thanksgiving, very beautiful high heel leather black boots! I could not help it and had an erection again although this time I was with clothes on. I wondered if She noticed it and kind of felt embarrassed again…I just tried to focus on removing those boots, I wish I could have smelled them, knowing that the combination of leather and the scent from Her beautiful feet would make me very weak…I was there very subservient, still on the floor facing Her wonderful boots. I took each boot with the most absolute care and started to remove them, they were a little tight so I had to make some effort to pull them. When I was done removing them I could see Her now bare feet…beautiful high arches and soft soles, I wanted to be under those soles so badly. I recalled MDD was working on Her laptop while I was taking notes for my blog right there on the floor by Her beautiful feet. I was wondering I was being used as Her footstool!
MDD asked about my progress working on my blog. She took my notes and said that it would be better if I typed on Her computer because She wanted me to finish faster. She asked me if could type faster than hand writing. She also informed me that since tomorrow would be full moon I was going to be punished. I kind of nervously smile because She gave me this wicked look. “She said I am always fair, aren’t I?” and smile, knowing that I could not say anything since I was not allowed to speak as part of the punishment for not reciting the mantra completely.
MDD also said that She was hungry and sent me to get some food, She said that She wanted something light like a soup, so I went to Farmers to get some organic stuff for cooking. I got some ingredients, carrots, cauliflower to prepare Her a soup…however, She texted me when I was in my car ready to return home, She said that now She wanted some sushi so She ordered me to go to this sushi place where I had been before and to get some spicy tuna, Californian rolls and some Tumisu soup for Her and B Her daughter…I hope I spelled right the soup, I do not want MDD to use it for punishment purposes.
When I returned home from the sushi restaurant, I started to serve food for Her and Her daughter, I poured a glass of white wine for MDD, She allowed me to pour some wine for me as well and consequently MDD said: “Cheers and welcome home!” that was a very nice gesture of Her. She is a strict Master but a kind Lady as well… after the toss we all started to eat. I felt so comfortable eating with Them, I felt that I belonged there, I love serving MDD and taking care of the Haus of Matriarchy!...there is an incredible radiant energy around Her Household. It is definitely a very special place to be and serve. As soon as we finished eating MDD sat on a couch and continue watching one of Her favorite shows (desperate house wives). As I have been serving Her for awhile and already know the routine, I started to pick up the leftovers, dump the trash bags and finish to do some dishes. I also cleaned the kitchen counter and put stuff away. When MDD finished Her show She told me that She wanted to take a shower, She said that everything is a mess and that was my fault for being away for so long. I agree with my head and started to sweep the whole floor, kitchen, living room etc and also cleaned up stairs Her bedroom and also Her daughter’s.
When She got out of the shower She invited me to come up stairs to check Her stones, She was charging them for tomorrow’s full moon. She allowed me to talk to Her before being dismiss for the day. I told Her that She was always with me while I was overseas and that I was sorry for being away for so long. She reminded me again and said: “don’t be sorry that you will pay me with a spanking tomorrow during the full moon and laugh again”. Before leaving She ordered me to kneel, bow and kiss Her bare feet…it had been awhile since the last time I had the pleasure of touching Her delicate toes with my lips. As usual I kneel reverently, bowing encountering these beautiful feet; I could smell them once again and tasted Her perfect aroma. It was like heaven on Earth…then We/we went down stairs and MDD told me to return early next day for the full moon preparations.
Finally, It was time to leave, MDD was sitting on the stairs, She pointed at Her feet as a sign ritual telling me that it is time to go…I knelt again as an usual way to show respect before departing, She so my enthusiasm and let me kiss them again for a little while…then I heard Her daughter’s voice from the TV room calling Her mom…so MDD dismissed me for the day!
Finally, It was time to leave, MDD was sitting on the stairs, She pointed at Her feet as a sign ritual telling me that it is time to go…I knelt again as an usual way to show respect before departing, She so my enthusiasm and let me kiss them again for a little while…then I heard Her daughter’s voice from the TV room calling Her mom…so MDD dismissed me for the day!
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